The night has fallen
The drops have drained
And bloods have stained
I have fallen
I lay there bleeding
I shall get up
For i never saw myself pleading
And i shall pull up
In War,
There are days of victory
And there are days of defeat
But i shall not retreat
To my own satisfactory
I shall push the limits
Of my own bygone tales
To see my shattered bits
Of endurance in water pales
I shall fight for my own right
The right to living
And not to be on my own forgiving
I shall fight the fight
Till my last breath
Against horizon's breadth
My name says it all
From ashes to victory
Ashwin
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
The beauty of 'the involuntary thought'!
This post is about a beautiful feeling... the feeling of a 'Big-Bang' inside!
'Destiny' or a precoded function pushes human beings beyond the point of one's conscious efforts to fall for something. I'm blaming destiny here since it makes me more comfortable writing this post. And there lies the beauty of the blame! :) And by this I know, that if I were to compare destiny to a persona, he/she would definitely love to take the blame for the beauty of it. I see her smiling!
Past holds certain key writings of the future. And we don't actually get to comprehend when the past is present. We rather curse our bygone tales and miseries on destiny. The beauty lies in the future... and she smiles!
As any young blood having passions for all the beautiful things in life, I've had my share of love in a grail of blood and pain. After two long bygone years of playfulness, affective attraction, jealousy, misinterpretations, war, blood and pain, my first grail was tossed off the table. I had to weep for sometime over the spilt wine. The carpet was wet with the sweet wine and all I could possibly do was weep over the spilt wine and watch a cat come and lick it voraciously! And yet I could see her smiling!
As the wine dried, ideally, I had come out of the turmoil, though I used to have nightmares on the thought of a relationship, which i guess, most young lads like me would have experienced if they had had the truest intent. But then, as she is, destiny kept smiling and taught me things which i thought i wouldn't develop at any time frame. I had collected a lot of gems as friends on the way to my own rode life. I never did understand or even had the slightest intent of entering into a couple mode with all the lessons of the past. I had concentrated on my future, completely scheming it to the best of my known abilities with this factor of relationship as anything but a mere dream or rather an illusion. And as anybody would have guessed, there she was smiling!
And she kept smiling! As she knew I would change.. as she knew everything changes, as a matter of mere permutation and combination which had a cyclic effect that created a 'big bang' inside! Meeting someone who would suit your emotional and intellectual needs is always a compelling lie! But when that lie happens, it happens with such immense grace and beauty! One that can only be 'God -made!' And there is one 'involuntary moment' in your life where you actually don't get to decide and she decides! And this gives birth to 'the involuntary thought'! The thought which compels you to think that you have met the most compelling lie! The Ultimate Truth of your mental projections projected in the form of your penultimate beautiful woman! 'The involuntary thought' of deciding the woman to be the one in your life! The second or rather the micro second or further the nanosecond this happens, there is a 'Big Bang' in your heart and all your past misconceptions are erased in a split second and your mind starts commuting with the explosion inside!
As she smiled, the craziness of the chaos caused by the explosion was too much to handle and the mind was elevated to a sense of heightened bliss which is highly evident from my face! It lit up to a zillion volts and my face is too mere an instrument to control the bliss... and there I was smiling my way to blissdom! err... blushdom! ;) Trust me, it is horrifying to see a young lad blushing with an unshaven beard and a radiant smile that cant be stopped by force! It has to recede on its own, which makes it even more complicated. The big bang releases more big bangs inside making it nearly possible for the lad to control the bliss. And... it is an immensely beautiful, graceful, oblivious feeling with all those words in English that direct to the sense of the word 'beauty'!
As she smiled down to this earth after all the bangs inside, on mortal levels, there used to be a time post the spilt wine ceremony where I was completely out of the turmoil and all songs in this world were a mere illusionary feeling. Today, when i listen to songs especially, Nenjukkul Peidhidum from Vaaranam Aayiram, the big bang becomes even more volatile thrusting my imagination levels to the beauty of the most compelling lie! All in all, in her grace, its all a beauuutiful feeling which should be felt and experienced by every lad here on earth. A part of the beauty of life lies here and it needs to be tasted!
Cheerios to all those who have tasted it while I wish luck and 'Godspeed' to those who are yet to taste it! :)
Go grab yourselves a grail of sweet wine and tastefully enjoy it!
'Destiny' or a precoded function pushes human beings beyond the point of one's conscious efforts to fall for something. I'm blaming destiny here since it makes me more comfortable writing this post. And there lies the beauty of the blame! :) And by this I know, that if I were to compare destiny to a persona, he/she would definitely love to take the blame for the beauty of it. I see her smiling!
Past holds certain key writings of the future. And we don't actually get to comprehend when the past is present. We rather curse our bygone tales and miseries on destiny. The beauty lies in the future... and she smiles!
As any young blood having passions for all the beautiful things in life, I've had my share of love in a grail of blood and pain. After two long bygone years of playfulness, affective attraction, jealousy, misinterpretations, war, blood and pain, my first grail was tossed off the table. I had to weep for sometime over the spilt wine. The carpet was wet with the sweet wine and all I could possibly do was weep over the spilt wine and watch a cat come and lick it voraciously! And yet I could see her smiling!
As the wine dried, ideally, I had come out of the turmoil, though I used to have nightmares on the thought of a relationship, which i guess, most young lads like me would have experienced if they had had the truest intent. But then, as she is, destiny kept smiling and taught me things which i thought i wouldn't develop at any time frame. I had collected a lot of gems as friends on the way to my own rode life. I never did understand or even had the slightest intent of entering into a couple mode with all the lessons of the past. I had concentrated on my future, completely scheming it to the best of my known abilities with this factor of relationship as anything but a mere dream or rather an illusion. And as anybody would have guessed, there she was smiling!
And she kept smiling! As she knew I would change.. as she knew everything changes, as a matter of mere permutation and combination which had a cyclic effect that created a 'big bang' inside! Meeting someone who would suit your emotional and intellectual needs is always a compelling lie! But when that lie happens, it happens with such immense grace and beauty! One that can only be 'God -made!' And there is one 'involuntary moment' in your life where you actually don't get to decide and she decides! And this gives birth to 'the involuntary thought'! The thought which compels you to think that you have met the most compelling lie! The Ultimate Truth of your mental projections projected in the form of your penultimate beautiful woman! 'The involuntary thought' of deciding the woman to be the one in your life! The second or rather the micro second or further the nanosecond this happens, there is a 'Big Bang' in your heart and all your past misconceptions are erased in a split second and your mind starts commuting with the explosion inside!
As she smiled, the craziness of the chaos caused by the explosion was too much to handle and the mind was elevated to a sense of heightened bliss which is highly evident from my face! It lit up to a zillion volts and my face is too mere an instrument to control the bliss... and there I was smiling my way to blissdom! err... blushdom! ;) Trust me, it is horrifying to see a young lad blushing with an unshaven beard and a radiant smile that cant be stopped by force! It has to recede on its own, which makes it even more complicated. The big bang releases more big bangs inside making it nearly possible for the lad to control the bliss. And... it is an immensely beautiful, graceful, oblivious feeling with all those words in English that direct to the sense of the word 'beauty'!
As she smiled down to this earth after all the bangs inside, on mortal levels, there used to be a time post the spilt wine ceremony where I was completely out of the turmoil and all songs in this world were a mere illusionary feeling. Today, when i listen to songs especially, Nenjukkul Peidhidum from Vaaranam Aayiram, the big bang becomes even more volatile thrusting my imagination levels to the beauty of the most compelling lie! All in all, in her grace, its all a beauuutiful feeling which should be felt and experienced by every lad here on earth. A part of the beauty of life lies here and it needs to be tasted!
Cheerios to all those who have tasted it while I wish luck and 'Godspeed' to those who are yet to taste it! :)
Go grab yourselves a grail of sweet wine and tastefully enjoy it!
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Restrooms and corporate management!!! - bullshit
Restroom!!! - a place where geniuses put their minds to test! a place where a human being experiences both tantrum and peace at the same time! a place where philosophy blooms outta shitty thought occurrences! a placid atmosphere, yet results in tumultuous thoughts and expressions! - This is the place where a human being is devoid of desires except for his single and motivated outcome desire! This is the place where a person's thought flow is damn coherent and undisturbed from the chaotic world waiting outside! :)
The following management theories were a result of the aforesaid effect. Today's corporate management and scenarios can very well relate to the toilet from various angles of a corporate hierarchy ranging from employees to economical supremacy in an arena. ok! bullshit... read on!
1. No matter wherever you go, you still need to shit!
- While you cling on to the "career" mode and keep looking for opportunities in the so called biggies or corporations, you still need to go through the same shit of senior management! Every corporation might put up a vibrant 'McDonald's workplace with a smile!' tag, but eventually after eating one burger, you would definitely require a restroom within half an hour.
2. Immaterial of all your tantrums and efforts, what you produce inside a restroom is still Shit!
- Immaterial of whatever be your struggle, ultimately the work done in your office will be considered shit! So why waste time with all the tantrums?! The only struggle that can be seen in our faces is the one for freedom!
3. The longer you stay, the smellier the room becomes!
- The longer you stay in an organization, you get to know of all the shitty things happening in that place and yes! you'll become accustomed to the stench until a piece of the senior management's shit falls on your head! Now it becomes really smelly and all you wanna do is get out of the restroom! err... quit :)
4. Remember! there's always somebody waiting outside to do the shit!
- You'll definitely come across smart asses in your 'work'place who is ready to shit and is just waiting for you to get out. He might even bang the door, pull the trigger, flush your accounts. So be on guard and no matter what happens, do your shit! or work. The best thing is, the one waiting outside is always inquisitive about your shit!
5. You might enjoy the calmness, the peace and aura surrounding it, and yet remember! you can't live in a restroom.
- HR policies of today's organizations make sure they throw a hell a load of sand into our eyes. They make the best offices with the latest architectural designs and entertainment features. A toilet built in the form of a Colosseum is still a large restroom!
6. Overeating will result in constipation and you'll suffer from a heavy load!
- Never show that you can do more work than what is required. It is funny but yes, people will take it for granted and you'll be loaded with work all the time. Never ever do it! You'll never be freed from shit! err.. work!
7. When you're in Rome, do as the Romans do! - Use toilet paper.
- It might be stinky, sticky, but since you decided to be in Rome, you need to go by their protocols. If you keep searching for newer ways to work, the last thing you'll get is a bouquet decorated with the best of the flowers and a small note appreciating all the efforts that went in vain!
8. One who is in the restroom for long goes unnoticed, but one who leaves within seconds is always noticed!
- It is but funny to describe this situation. A person who leaves late from office always goes unnoticed, while a person who leaves early immaterial of whether he completes his work or not is noticed as an efficient and a smart worker. So leave early!
9. One who farts while doing the 'thing' will definitely get noticed.
- A person who makes a lot of noise while working is definitely noticed. Except for a few of us who think of courtesy as a duty, everybody else is definitely noticed!
and finally,
10. Early to the restroom and early to finish makes one wealthy, wise and diplomatic! :)
The following management theories were a result of the aforesaid effect. Today's corporate management and scenarios can very well relate to the toilet from various angles of a corporate hierarchy ranging from employees to economical supremacy in an arena. ok! bullshit... read on!
1. No matter wherever you go, you still need to shit!
- While you cling on to the "career" mode and keep looking for opportunities in the so called biggies or corporations, you still need to go through the same shit of senior management! Every corporation might put up a vibrant 'McDonald's workplace with a smile!' tag, but eventually after eating one burger, you would definitely require a restroom within half an hour.
2. Immaterial of all your tantrums and efforts, what you produce inside a restroom is still Shit!
- Immaterial of whatever be your struggle, ultimately the work done in your office will be considered shit! So why waste time with all the tantrums?! The only struggle that can be seen in our faces is the one for freedom!
3. The longer you stay, the smellier the room becomes!
- The longer you stay in an organization, you get to know of all the shitty things happening in that place and yes! you'll become accustomed to the stench until a piece of the senior management's shit falls on your head! Now it becomes really smelly and all you wanna do is get out of the restroom! err... quit :)
4. Remember! there's always somebody waiting outside to do the shit!
- You'll definitely come across smart asses in your 'work'place who is ready to shit and is just waiting for you to get out. He might even bang the door, pull the trigger, flush your accounts. So be on guard and no matter what happens, do your shit! or work. The best thing is, the one waiting outside is always inquisitive about your shit!
5. You might enjoy the calmness, the peace and aura surrounding it, and yet remember! you can't live in a restroom.
- HR policies of today's organizations make sure they throw a hell a load of sand into our eyes. They make the best offices with the latest architectural designs and entertainment features. A toilet built in the form of a Colosseum is still a large restroom!
6. Overeating will result in constipation and you'll suffer from a heavy load!
- Never show that you can do more work than what is required. It is funny but yes, people will take it for granted and you'll be loaded with work all the time. Never ever do it! You'll never be freed from shit! err.. work!
7. When you're in Rome, do as the Romans do! - Use toilet paper.
- It might be stinky, sticky, but since you decided to be in Rome, you need to go by their protocols. If you keep searching for newer ways to work, the last thing you'll get is a bouquet decorated with the best of the flowers and a small note appreciating all the efforts that went in vain!
8. One who is in the restroom for long goes unnoticed, but one who leaves within seconds is always noticed!
- It is but funny to describe this situation. A person who leaves late from office always goes unnoticed, while a person who leaves early immaterial of whether he completes his work or not is noticed as an efficient and a smart worker. So leave early!
9. One who farts while doing the 'thing' will definitely get noticed.
- A person who makes a lot of noise while working is definitely noticed. Except for a few of us who think of courtesy as a duty, everybody else is definitely noticed!
and finally,
10. Early to the restroom and early to finish makes one wealthy, wise and diplomatic! :)
Ok now... I gotta go, my boss's banging the door! ;)
Thursday, October 4, 2007
En vazhkayil parasakthi dialogue adithaal epidi irukkum... oru chinna karpanai...
Well, no offense meant to anyone out there... just a satire on today's scenario... you can comment on it... be it good or bad... I'm open to it... :)
Registrar office...
vichithiram niraintha pala odu kaal kalyanangalai paathirikum...
atharku saatchi kai ezuthu itta pala kaenaigalai kandirikarathu...
aanal intha kalyaanam vichithramaana odukaal kalyaanamum alla... vilaku pidikka... chi sary! satchi kai ezhuthu ida naanum kaenai alla!
intha singaara chennaiyilae theru theruvaaga bike la suthi rootu vidum saatharanamaana payan thaan naan....
kalyaanathil kuzhappam villavithaen... poosariyai seruppa kayatti adithaen.... kutram saatapattirikiraen ipadi ellam...
neengal ethirpaarpeergal, naan ithaiyellam marukka pogiraen enru..
illai... nichayamaaga illai... kalyanathil kuzhapam villavithaen... kalyaanam vendam enbatharkaaga illai... athuvum naan sathyamaaga sollavae matten! kidaipathu evalavu kashtam enru chennaiyil ennai ponru irukkum pasangalakku nanraagavae theriyum... maedaiyil utkaarnthu iruntha mana penn... ennai paarkaamal poosariyai sight adithu kondirunthaal! en kalyaanam oru comedy aagaamal irupatharkaaga!
poosariyai seruppai kayatti adithaen... avan kalyanam seithu veikiravan enbatharkaaga illai.... nadu rathiriyil thoongaamal midnight masalavai paarthu vittu kaalaiyil enakku varum pennai correct panna koodathu enbatharkaaga!
unakku en ivalavu akkarai? ippadiyellam kevalamaaga kelvi kettu innum enna savadikaatheergal...
naane baathika patten... naeradiyaaga bathikka patten... suyanalam enbeergal... en suyanalathilae ennai ponru ethanayo chennai pasangalin pothunalamum kalanthirikarathu....
aagaaram enra paeril kevalamaana burgeriyum pizzaviyum thinru kaatu panni ponru valanthu, velinaatu company galuku laabam serkirane oru illanyan... antha naiyai pola....
ennai kamanaty engiraargal... (innum evalavo asingamaaga koorugirargal... aanal blog certification 'A' vaaga aagamal irukka naanae censor seithu vittaen) intha kamanatiyin life story a satre rewind seithu paarthaal avan kadanthu vantha kaena ponnunga evalavu enru kanakeetae illai...
seerum paambai nambu sirikum pennai nambaathae enru oru adamozhi irukirathu... en pathayilum melindhirukiravargal pala loose pengal... sirippai paarthathilai naan... verum veruppai than parthirukaen...
kelungal en kathaiyai... kalyaanam seivatharku munn thayavu seithu kelungal...
mumbai maanagarathilae, kuppai mettilum, kuttai naathathilum piranthavan naan... pirakka oru ooru, valarrarthuku oru ooru.... koovam nathathilum pogai mootathilum irukum chennaiyil en brahmacharyam thodarnthathu... ennai ponru pala pasangalin brahmacharyathuku naan mattrum enna vithi vilaka?!
Chennai, en brahmacharyathai innum valarthathu... "unakku figarae kidayathu!" enrathu....
thirumana kolathil ennai paarka enaku mattum aasai irukaatha?
ennai kathal seigiraen enru solli ennai loosaaga alaiya veithu, ippothu ungal munnal 'vallavan reema sen' pol nirkiraale itho intha mana penn thozhi, jaala kaari jaathi!....
aval valaiyilae vizhinthavargalilae naanum oruvan...
ATM cardai parikuduthaen.... cell phone ai thulaithaen... illithaen... kadasiyil kaenaiyaaga sutrinaen....
brahmacharyathai vida kandaen... kavi udayaaga... aam! sanyasi! en paero Aparyaapthamrida Sarangarajan....(poonal paer! Arnold Schwarzenegger illai!) mangalamaana paer! aanal enakko figurae kidayathu!
sezhithu vazha vendiya grihasthan, sanyaasiyaaga seerazhinthu vittathu...
Udambilae kaavi... kayilae thuddu illai... naan alainthaen... oru nalla figurukaaga naan alainthaen...
enakaaga kathal enra paeril oru dubakoorai kaattina kaenai ponnunga palar... avargalilae sila loose pengal kaimaaraaga en bike ai kettanar...
"Kathal valarthaen" enru paadi ennai manmathan mottai simbu pol alaya veithathu itho intha kodiyaval kaedi!
naan summaaga irunthirunthaale urupitturupaen!
Sila thozhigalum ennai intha loose thanthilirunthu kaapaatra vanthaargal... prathi upakaarmagaa antha loose thanathai avargalidamae kaata sonnargal! avargalilae thalaivi itho intha capemari!
En bank balance ai kettirindhaal! Friendship enra paeraal... thozhi enra paeraal! naan summavaaga pozhapaiyaanu parthu kondirithirpaen! ennai thirumbi kathal enra paeraal oru loose valaiyil sikka veithaval itho intha capemari thaan!
En brahmacharyathai intha kaenathanamaana ulagathil waste seiya enakku viruppam illai... aatharavukaaga pala matter padangalai paarthu en naerathai veen adikka enakku viruppam illai... naane thoongivittaen...
Soambaeriyaaga thoonguvathu thappae illai... namathu desathin munnal janathibathi, vinyaani thiru Abdul Kalam, nammai ponra ilainyargalai kanavu kaana solli irukiraar... anaal nam naeram nam kanavugal ipadi ellam varavendirupathu nam thalai vithi!
athae muraiyai thaan naanum kai aandirikiraen... ithu epadi soambarithanamaagum?
Chennaiyil oru nalla ilaigyanuku oru nalla penn maatuvathu illai... apidiyae maatinaalum athu nammai loosaaga maatru vidugirathu...
naan mattum innum konjam kaenai aagirinthaal... 'sigappu rojakkal' kamal, 'manmathan' simbu, 'netrikann' rajini pol thirinthirupaen! ithai thaana intha registrar office virumbu girathu?
kadhal enra paeraal oru vidhi ennai thorathiyathu... bayandhu odinaen....
kadhalaiyum natpaiyum kuzhapadithu vittu, enakkul unarchigalai thoondivittu, kadasiyal enakkae than kalyaana pathrikaiyai neetinaal! "naan Kaenai" ena thalaiyil ezhidhiriko enru alari adithu odinaen!
En bank balance ai paarthu vitta ennai kathalikiraen enru oru pisaasu thurathiyathu... odinaen odinaen.... besant nagar beachin ellai kae odinaen....
angae ennai ponru baathikka patta pala pasangal "gays" aaga maarum kodurathai paarthu veruthu poi thirumbi vanthu vittaen...
antha oatathai thaduthurka vendum.... sanyaasathai nirithirukka vendum inru kalyaana pathrikaiyai neetuvor!
seithaargala? vazha vittargala intha saranganai??
gumastha : ho ho ho..... mappilai yaar petha pillaio, sutha payithayamaagavae maarivitaar!
naan : illai... naan payithiyam illai... athuvum nee solli naan payithiyaamaaga thevai illai... ennai ponru sutrugira pasangalum ennai polavae payithiyam thaan... paavam... ithu chennai pasangalin vidhi ezhuthu... yaarai kettalum, "vazhkai na..." enru nyaaniyai pol vakyathai aarambikiraargal...
'Ladies special' enru bus vidugirargal... pengal pora pokkil "gays special" enru bus vida naerthidum polirku...
Ennai ponra pasangalai payithiyam nu ooru solvathu, chennaiyil 'gays' kootam athigaripathu, kalyanathil kuzhapam, posariyai thakinathu... ithanai loose thanathukum yaar kaaranam? yaar...? yaar kaaranam?
Ennai sanyasiyaaga alaiya veithathu yaar kutram? vidhiyin kutrama? allathu kadhalaiyum natpaiyum kalandhaditha kuzhambu veithu urinji ennai loose pol sirikka veitha antha loose pengalin kutrama?
Bank balance kammi aaguvathu yaar kutram? en selavu thaan kutrama? thundu bidiyum, nai barotta galaiyum thingira enakku aethu selavugal? allathu kadhal enra paeral, cash ai abase seithargale antha kalla penngalin kutrama?
natpin paeral kaama leelaigalai nadathi ennai thanda soru mathiri sutra veithu, kadasiyil thannuku kalyanam enrathum, ennai antha pennuku 'annan' ena aakiyathu yaar kutram? natpin kutrama? allathu natpaiyum kathalaiyum purinjikaamal pasangalai veenakovar sangathai nadathum bemani pengalin kutrama?
intha kutrangal karaya padum varai sarangarajangalum innum pala pasangalin vazhkai maara povathu illai...
ithu thaan intha chennai vaasiyin entha pakkam paarthaalum naarapadum koovam, kuppai maedu, pasiyin pizza burger!
: Registrar : un vivaatham porutham attrathaaga irukirathu...
kalyanam seiya muyanra nee, antha pennai kidasiyil vendaam enru koori senru vittaal, antha pennin vazhkai baathika padum...nadanthathai solla unakku alikkapattirukkum urimaiyai nee samoogathaiyao piraraiyo kurai koora ubayoga padutha koodaathu! keata kelvikku mattum bathil sollu... inikku kalyaanam unakku thaane?
: Naan : Kaaaaaaa Thooooo!!!!!
: Registrar : seri... mana pennai vara sollu...
: Naan : enna koduma saar ithelaam!
: Registrar : ithu un mappilai thaane?
: Mana Penn : illai... kirukku annaa enru koopiduvaen! sontha annan illai...
: Registrar : Enna koduma sarangan ithelaam? enna ma loosa nee?
: manapenn : avarukku thaan konja payithiyam!
: Naan : aamaam! kadasiyil sabaiyil veithu damage seithathuku mikka nanri... pothum intha kodumai... naan sanyaasathukae pogiraen....
: BG Score : " vidukathaiyaa intha vazhkai?..... vidaitharuvaar yaaro? unathu kalyanam ithu thaane.... vilaga koodathu nallavanae... thondugal seiya nee irunthaal thollai naeraathu thooyavanae....kaigalil maalaiyai nee koduthai.... inru... jadam enra pattathai yaar koduthaar..... aa.... kalayanam unnakaaga kaathirikum pozhuthu... kaavi udai nee aninthaal enna vaagum manathu? ... kalayanam unnakaaga kaathirikum pozhuthu... kaavi udai nee aninthaal enna vaagum manathu? ... vazhvai nee thaedi vadakae nee ponaal... naangal povathaengae... nangal povathaengae..................
Hope it was comical.... good day... great relevations! sayanora!!!!
Registrar office...
vichithiram niraintha pala odu kaal kalyanangalai paathirikum...
atharku saatchi kai ezuthu itta pala kaenaigalai kandirikarathu...
aanal intha kalyaanam vichithramaana odukaal kalyaanamum alla... vilaku pidikka... chi sary! satchi kai ezhuthu ida naanum kaenai alla!
intha singaara chennaiyilae theru theruvaaga bike la suthi rootu vidum saatharanamaana payan thaan naan....
kalyaanathil kuzhappam villavithaen... poosariyai seruppa kayatti adithaen.... kutram saatapattirikiraen ipadi ellam...
neengal ethirpaarpeergal, naan ithaiyellam marukka pogiraen enru..
illai... nichayamaaga illai... kalyanathil kuzhapam villavithaen... kalyaanam vendam enbatharkaaga illai... athuvum naan sathyamaaga sollavae matten! kidaipathu evalavu kashtam enru chennaiyil ennai ponru irukkum pasangalakku nanraagavae theriyum... maedaiyil utkaarnthu iruntha mana penn... ennai paarkaamal poosariyai sight adithu kondirunthaal! en kalyaanam oru comedy aagaamal irupatharkaaga!
poosariyai seruppai kayatti adithaen... avan kalyanam seithu veikiravan enbatharkaaga illai.... nadu rathiriyil thoongaamal midnight masalavai paarthu vittu kaalaiyil enakku varum pennai correct panna koodathu enbatharkaaga!
unakku en ivalavu akkarai? ippadiyellam kevalamaaga kelvi kettu innum enna savadikaatheergal...
naane baathika patten... naeradiyaaga bathikka patten... suyanalam enbeergal... en suyanalathilae ennai ponru ethanayo chennai pasangalin pothunalamum kalanthirikarathu....
aagaaram enra paeril kevalamaana burgeriyum pizzaviyum thinru kaatu panni ponru valanthu, velinaatu company galuku laabam serkirane oru illanyan... antha naiyai pola....
ennai kamanaty engiraargal... (innum evalavo asingamaaga koorugirargal... aanal blog certification 'A' vaaga aagamal irukka naanae censor seithu vittaen) intha kamanatiyin life story a satre rewind seithu paarthaal avan kadanthu vantha kaena ponnunga evalavu enru kanakeetae illai...
seerum paambai nambu sirikum pennai nambaathae enru oru adamozhi irukirathu... en pathayilum melindhirukiravargal pala loose pengal... sirippai paarthathilai naan... verum veruppai than parthirukaen...
kelungal en kathaiyai... kalyaanam seivatharku munn thayavu seithu kelungal...
mumbai maanagarathilae, kuppai mettilum, kuttai naathathilum piranthavan naan... pirakka oru ooru, valarrarthuku oru ooru.... koovam nathathilum pogai mootathilum irukum chennaiyil en brahmacharyam thodarnthathu... ennai ponru pala pasangalin brahmacharyathuku naan mattrum enna vithi vilaka?!
Chennai, en brahmacharyathai innum valarthathu... "unakku figarae kidayathu!" enrathu....
thirumana kolathil ennai paarka enaku mattum aasai irukaatha?
ennai kathal seigiraen enru solli ennai loosaaga alaiya veithu, ippothu ungal munnal 'vallavan reema sen' pol nirkiraale itho intha mana penn thozhi, jaala kaari jaathi!....
aval valaiyilae vizhinthavargalilae naanum oruvan...
ATM cardai parikuduthaen.... cell phone ai thulaithaen... illithaen... kadasiyil kaenaiyaaga sutrinaen....
brahmacharyathai vida kandaen... kavi udayaaga... aam! sanyasi! en paero Aparyaapthamrida Sarangarajan....(poonal paer! Arnold Schwarzenegger illai!) mangalamaana paer! aanal enakko figurae kidayathu!
sezhithu vazha vendiya grihasthan, sanyaasiyaaga seerazhinthu vittathu...
Udambilae kaavi... kayilae thuddu illai... naan alainthaen... oru nalla figurukaaga naan alainthaen...
enakaaga kathal enra paeril oru dubakoorai kaattina kaenai ponnunga palar... avargalilae sila loose pengal kaimaaraaga en bike ai kettanar...
"Kathal valarthaen" enru paadi ennai manmathan mottai simbu pol alaya veithathu itho intha kodiyaval kaedi!
naan summaaga irunthirunthaale urupitturupaen!
Sila thozhigalum ennai intha loose thanthilirunthu kaapaatra vanthaargal... prathi upakaarmagaa antha loose thanathai avargalidamae kaata sonnargal! avargalilae thalaivi itho intha capemari!
En bank balance ai kettirindhaal! Friendship enra paeraal... thozhi enra paeraal! naan summavaaga pozhapaiyaanu parthu kondirithirpaen! ennai thirumbi kathal enra paeraal oru loose valaiyil sikka veithaval itho intha capemari thaan!
En brahmacharyathai intha kaenathanamaana ulagathil waste seiya enakku viruppam illai... aatharavukaaga pala matter padangalai paarthu en naerathai veen adikka enakku viruppam illai... naane thoongivittaen...
Soambaeriyaaga thoonguvathu thappae illai... namathu desathin munnal janathibathi, vinyaani thiru Abdul Kalam, nammai ponra ilainyargalai kanavu kaana solli irukiraar... anaal nam naeram nam kanavugal ipadi ellam varavendirupathu nam thalai vithi!
athae muraiyai thaan naanum kai aandirikiraen... ithu epadi soambarithanamaagum?
Chennaiyil oru nalla ilaigyanuku oru nalla penn maatuvathu illai... apidiyae maatinaalum athu nammai loosaaga maatru vidugirathu...
naan mattum innum konjam kaenai aagirinthaal... 'sigappu rojakkal' kamal, 'manmathan' simbu, 'netrikann' rajini pol thirinthirupaen! ithai thaana intha registrar office virumbu girathu?
kadhal enra paeraal oru vidhi ennai thorathiyathu... bayandhu odinaen....
kadhalaiyum natpaiyum kuzhapadithu vittu, enakkul unarchigalai thoondivittu, kadasiyal enakkae than kalyaana pathrikaiyai neetinaal! "naan Kaenai" ena thalaiyil ezhidhiriko enru alari adithu odinaen!
En bank balance ai paarthu vitta ennai kathalikiraen enru oru pisaasu thurathiyathu... odinaen odinaen.... besant nagar beachin ellai kae odinaen....
angae ennai ponru baathikka patta pala pasangal "gays" aaga maarum kodurathai paarthu veruthu poi thirumbi vanthu vittaen...
antha oatathai thaduthurka vendum.... sanyaasathai nirithirukka vendum inru kalyaana pathrikaiyai neetuvor!
seithaargala? vazha vittargala intha saranganai??
gumastha : ho ho ho..... mappilai yaar petha pillaio, sutha payithayamaagavae maarivitaar!
naan : illai... naan payithiyam illai... athuvum nee solli naan payithiyaamaaga thevai illai... ennai ponru sutrugira pasangalum ennai polavae payithiyam thaan... paavam... ithu chennai pasangalin vidhi ezhuthu... yaarai kettalum, "vazhkai na..." enru nyaaniyai pol vakyathai aarambikiraargal...
'Ladies special' enru bus vidugirargal... pengal pora pokkil "gays special" enru bus vida naerthidum polirku...
Ennai ponra pasangalai payithiyam nu ooru solvathu, chennaiyil 'gays' kootam athigaripathu, kalyanathil kuzhapam, posariyai thakinathu... ithanai loose thanathukum yaar kaaranam? yaar...? yaar kaaranam?
Ennai sanyasiyaaga alaiya veithathu yaar kutram? vidhiyin kutrama? allathu kadhalaiyum natpaiyum kalandhaditha kuzhambu veithu urinji ennai loose pol sirikka veitha antha loose pengalin kutrama?
Bank balance kammi aaguvathu yaar kutram? en selavu thaan kutrama? thundu bidiyum, nai barotta galaiyum thingira enakku aethu selavugal? allathu kadhal enra paeral, cash ai abase seithargale antha kalla penngalin kutrama?
natpin paeral kaama leelaigalai nadathi ennai thanda soru mathiri sutra veithu, kadasiyil thannuku kalyanam enrathum, ennai antha pennuku 'annan' ena aakiyathu yaar kutram? natpin kutrama? allathu natpaiyum kathalaiyum purinjikaamal pasangalai veenakovar sangathai nadathum bemani pengalin kutrama?
intha kutrangal karaya padum varai sarangarajangalum innum pala pasangalin vazhkai maara povathu illai...
ithu thaan intha chennai vaasiyin entha pakkam paarthaalum naarapadum koovam, kuppai maedu, pasiyin pizza burger!
: Registrar : un vivaatham porutham attrathaaga irukirathu...
kalyanam seiya muyanra nee, antha pennai kidasiyil vendaam enru koori senru vittaal, antha pennin vazhkai baathika padum...nadanthathai solla unakku alikkapattirukkum urimaiyai nee samoogathaiyao piraraiyo kurai koora ubayoga padutha koodaathu! keata kelvikku mattum bathil sollu... inikku kalyaanam unakku thaane?
: Naan : Kaaaaaaa Thooooo!!!!!
: Registrar : seri... mana pennai vara sollu...
: Naan : enna koduma saar ithelaam!
: Registrar : ithu un mappilai thaane?
: Mana Penn : illai... kirukku annaa enru koopiduvaen! sontha annan illai...
: Registrar : Enna koduma sarangan ithelaam? enna ma loosa nee?
: manapenn : avarukku thaan konja payithiyam!
: Naan : aamaam! kadasiyil sabaiyil veithu damage seithathuku mikka nanri... pothum intha kodumai... naan sanyaasathukae pogiraen....
: BG Score : " vidukathaiyaa intha vazhkai?..... vidaitharuvaar yaaro? unathu kalyanam ithu thaane.... vilaga koodathu nallavanae... thondugal seiya nee irunthaal thollai naeraathu thooyavanae....kaigalil maalaiyai nee koduthai.... inru... jadam enra pattathai yaar koduthaar..... aa.... kalayanam unnakaaga kaathirikum pozhuthu... kaavi udai nee aninthaal enna vaagum manathu? ... kalayanam unnakaaga kaathirikum pozhuthu... kaavi udai nee aninthaal enna vaagum manathu? ... vazhvai nee thaedi vadakae nee ponaal... naangal povathaengae... nangal povathaengae..................
Hope it was comical.... good day... great relevations! sayanora!!!!
Friday, September 7, 2007
Posting test 1..2..3..
Well., just a post to test my blogging options on my mobile., pretty much good i should say., except for the formatting options., but good enough if i were to blog on the move., about an incident., the only thing which i cant do i guess is upload a pic.,
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
BlAmE it on GOD?! WTF?!!!!
"Why are you stuck in this worldly predicament of yours?" I ask of a friend whom I'd known for long and was stuck in a situation out of which he wasn't able to figure out the cause. And pop comes the reply, "Guess God wants me to go through these things. Its all in my foregone fate!"
How many people realize that we are today, the result of our own decisions. Life's all about choices. We never had choices so umpteen that we get so damn confused extrapolating each choice. Every situation demands a choice that needs to be taken. The need of the hour is proper analysis and deciding on the right, or what may be called a 'feasible' choice and not some frivolous decisions that are made on so called 'their-own-instincts'.
We carry so many attributes with us today. It ranges from a fast track watch to a psychological ego. What can we call it? another stage of evolution? We speak of nanotechnology and the forth coming super intelligence with its after-math. Who has effected these procedures of change? and of all the creatures, we take pride in it! There is so much yet to discover and Man speaks of smarting over God. But as yet he cannot answer certain direct questions that prove the existence of God and rather dislodge the answers to some crappy hypothesis. We are born under a set of paradigms. Paradigms like the earth revolves around the sun, gravitational forces and so on. Man has just discovered these paradigms.... not invented it! if any man can claim that he has invented it... he has just found or discovered it. These paradigms already exist and man is yet to discover only more of these existing protocols.
The paragraph above was just to prove my faith in God and I'm not an atheist for all you know. I believe in God deeply and I'll explain his presence in the due course. I'm also not a person who has some kinda blind faith. I believe God is a scientific concept. I'm a follower of Scientology and this is not one of those "God exists!" sermons, but a reflection of man's dubious nature. But for the purpose of this essay, we'll take it as God Himself.
Now here goes....
We never acknowledge anyone today. Be it a mom who painfully gets up in the morning and prepares a delicious meal and an amazing coffee as soon as you get up. The best you do is yell at her for no reason and ask her where you had kept your deospray!? And yet she serves you day in and day out till she has her last breath,.. and the best of all... she gives you options for your after lunch menu... "Do you want uppuma or dosa dear?" and you yell back saying Mom I'm not a kid! and again yell back in the evening for the dosa that she had kept for you so lovingly. And she makes sure you eat on time by giving you multiple calls at your lunch time asking you to just acknowledge your lunch. You again shout back saying, I'm in the midst of a meeting or some holy crap and bang the phone. Why do you do all this? because you're preoccupied with your own set of haughtiness and idiosyncrasies that lets you take things for granted!
Now God is like this mom... He keeps giving you options and let you decide your life. He calls it the power of free will. Each thing that happens to you today is because of a 'cause-effect' related protocol. And he lets you code your own protocol with loads of options. You either chose or deny every option. And He is the most happiest person since he believes that you can take control of your own life, only to find in due course of time that you start cursing him for the outcomes instead of taking charge of the situation. He gives you umpteen options and let you analyze each one vividly. He also gave you the brains to do it. What do you do?
You choose an option, it succeeds, you say " I did it!"
You choose an option, it fails, you say "God why me?! now WTF?!
and inspite of your curses for your own failures, He still gives you options on the 'D' second. He is never lost of options for you. And you keep on blaming God for your deeds.
We all come across options in our everyday life. Be it life or a product that you decide on buying. The power of free will is such that you decide on these options all by yourself since you become the best judge in judging yourself. We come across an option, the predicament arises when this option is linked with other attribute, such as a person, thing or place. and our decisions affect these attributes. And when it comes to the attribute of a person, it is even more complex. Your decisions affect his/her options, and his/her decisions affect your options. The options are already there, but we fail to see those in the context of a person. And here lies man's major mistake or rather a blooper, where he decides to close his eyes or rather buckles up a hood to his eyes. He always fails to see the larger picture and concentrates on what is there today, this minute and second. I'm not asking anyone to live in the future... I'm asking you to live today and at least think on the future, which most of us fail to do. And people who see this perspective are clear in their vision and thinking. This is one of the secrets which is very essential in decision making.... the ability to visualise a tomorrow with the decision that you take today. If you can do this, you have learnt a vital secret of living.
God wants mankind to live.... not die... and He has been giving all good things to us. The nature of man is such that we test everything thats good, while readily accept something bad. And He gives the options to you with the love and care of a mother and asks you to take your decisions and prove your life. You do the talking, and you face the comments.
Be open to anything in this world, but analyze or rather visualize your options. Don't blame it on God, or rather... anyone! Good day and happy living :)
How many people realize that we are today, the result of our own decisions. Life's all about choices. We never had choices so umpteen that we get so damn confused extrapolating each choice. Every situation demands a choice that needs to be taken. The need of the hour is proper analysis and deciding on the right, or what may be called a 'feasible' choice and not some frivolous decisions that are made on so called 'their-own-instincts'.
We carry so many attributes with us today. It ranges from a fast track watch to a psychological ego. What can we call it? another stage of evolution? We speak of nanotechnology and the forth coming super intelligence with its after-math. Who has effected these procedures of change? and of all the creatures, we take pride in it! There is so much yet to discover and Man speaks of smarting over God. But as yet he cannot answer certain direct questions that prove the existence of God and rather dislodge the answers to some crappy hypothesis. We are born under a set of paradigms. Paradigms like the earth revolves around the sun, gravitational forces and so on. Man has just discovered these paradigms.... not invented it! if any man can claim that he has invented it... he has just found or discovered it. These paradigms already exist and man is yet to discover only more of these existing protocols.
The paragraph above was just to prove my faith in God and I'm not an atheist for all you know. I believe in God deeply and I'll explain his presence in the due course. I'm also not a person who has some kinda blind faith. I believe God is a scientific concept. I'm a follower of Scientology and this is not one of those "God exists!" sermons, but a reflection of man's dubious nature. But for the purpose of this essay, we'll take it as God Himself.
Now here goes....
We never acknowledge anyone today. Be it a mom who painfully gets up in the morning and prepares a delicious meal and an amazing coffee as soon as you get up. The best you do is yell at her for no reason and ask her where you had kept your deospray!? And yet she serves you day in and day out till she has her last breath,.. and the best of all... she gives you options for your after lunch menu... "Do you want uppuma or dosa dear?" and you yell back saying Mom I'm not a kid! and again yell back in the evening for the dosa that she had kept for you so lovingly. And she makes sure you eat on time by giving you multiple calls at your lunch time asking you to just acknowledge your lunch. You again shout back saying, I'm in the midst of a meeting or some holy crap and bang the phone. Why do you do all this? because you're preoccupied with your own set of haughtiness and idiosyncrasies that lets you take things for granted!
Now God is like this mom... He keeps giving you options and let you decide your life. He calls it the power of free will. Each thing that happens to you today is because of a 'cause-effect' related protocol. And he lets you code your own protocol with loads of options. You either chose or deny every option. And He is the most happiest person since he believes that you can take control of your own life, only to find in due course of time that you start cursing him for the outcomes instead of taking charge of the situation. He gives you umpteen options and let you analyze each one vividly. He also gave you the brains to do it. What do you do?
You choose an option, it succeeds, you say " I did it!"
You choose an option, it fails, you say "God why me?! now WTF?!
and inspite of your curses for your own failures, He still gives you options on the 'D' second. He is never lost of options for you. And you keep on blaming God for your deeds.
We all come across options in our everyday life. Be it life or a product that you decide on buying. The power of free will is such that you decide on these options all by yourself since you become the best judge in judging yourself. We come across an option, the predicament arises when this option is linked with other attribute, such as a person, thing or place. and our decisions affect these attributes. And when it comes to the attribute of a person, it is even more complex. Your decisions affect his/her options, and his/her decisions affect your options. The options are already there, but we fail to see those in the context of a person. And here lies man's major mistake or rather a blooper, where he decides to close his eyes or rather buckles up a hood to his eyes. He always fails to see the larger picture and concentrates on what is there today, this minute and second. I'm not asking anyone to live in the future... I'm asking you to live today and at least think on the future, which most of us fail to do. And people who see this perspective are clear in their vision and thinking. This is one of the secrets which is very essential in decision making.... the ability to visualise a tomorrow with the decision that you take today. If you can do this, you have learnt a vital secret of living.
God wants mankind to live.... not die... and He has been giving all good things to us. The nature of man is such that we test everything thats good, while readily accept something bad. And He gives the options to you with the love and care of a mother and asks you to take your decisions and prove your life. You do the talking, and you face the comments.
Be open to anything in this world, but analyze or rather visualize your options. Don't blame it on God, or rather... anyone! Good day and happy living :)
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
An exhilerating experience
Who needs a psychedelic? When you have a rainy evening, a lonely beach and Pink Floyd?
This post is best served with 'Coming back to life' by Pink Floyd. Whoever needs it can mail me at achaggi@gmail.com
This post is best served with 'Coming back to life' by Pink Floyd. Whoever needs it can mail me at achaggi@gmail.com
Chennai was in the midst of a pour. I finished my mundane day at the office and decided to get out in search of my own. What happened then was.... history... a god-felt experience!
As i set my foot pedals and raced through the windy bustling streets, the skies started to whisper and cry... felt as though it did for me... a beauty long forgotten and lost in the mechanization of our lives! I was supposed to meet a good friend of mine which i did eventually meet... but the incident that preceded this was a psilocybin experience! As I crossed through the halogen lit wet streets, i cameby a fork which separated the path into two. The left was leading to the beach and the right to my friend's residence. I decided to take the left.
As I waded through the windy, drizzling wet streets reflecting the orange halogens on the way, I got lost into my own inner thoughts. A reflection of my own self as if it were born that instant... a sense of freshness that cannot be explained and only be experienced! As I reached the beach, it was wet, dark, lit only by the halogens and the moonlight. The whispers of the sea could distinctly be heard as there was hardly any noise after the pour. I took my head phones, connected it to my w810i and had Coming back to life on a continuous play list. I started moving through the wet dark sands, awaiting to reach the shore... As I dragged my feet along the sands of time, a long story untold and unheard of my own life flashed against the horizon... I turned back to see the perfectly lit cityscape leaving behind me...
I continued to move ahead into the darkness of the sea... with only the moon lighting the highlights and the reflections. As i went ahead, my iris dilated and i could see the waves clearly... a pure white formation that appeared and disappeared on its own! A phenomenon that formed in the middle of the sea and diluted as it reached the shore... The horizon had merged with the sea and it was but difficult to draw the line that differentiated the sky from the sea... We all come across such enigmatic portions of our life, where we think we know the outcome of a situation but get entangled into a vicious illusion. A situation where our decision plays a feeble part, and our life looks at us cynically and laughs at our helplessness! We keep clinging on to such illusions and still believe that our 'illusion' is real! That's the irony of it. The gravity of reality is lost in our illusion and thus we keep flying in a dream... a dream untold and foregone. What we get to see is only a faint picture of the reality which keeps appearing and disappearing like the 'milk' formation in the waves... Pondering on the same, I lay there on the shore unattended and uncontrolled, listening to Pink Floyd's.
We all come across such illusions at every stage of our life. But rather to our dismay, this illusion completes us and when we try coming out of this illusion, we are completely lost. And we long for another illusion that could complete us, and eventually get into the vicious cycle of illusions.
The reality in fearing reality is the reality itself!
A heightened sense of things chilled through my bones and I could only succumb to it. I lay there closing my mind to reality and watched reality appear and disappear in front of me... The moon lit sky resisted me from leaving that paradise. A paradise created with nature and my own thoughts... a tale bygone the next day... A clarity of thoughts set in and eventually found out the enigma behind life. Though humorous, my clarifications concluded that the cause behind the enigma is none but us! We are the only creatures in this whole living planet that cannot live life simple and yet complicate it! Hidden faces, masked emotions, non acceptance to truth and failures, what more complications can anyone ask for?
As for Pink Floyd, I came back to life with that experience and met my friend; went for a long walk with her.. still prevailing on the illusion of life!
Here goes the lyrics of the song:
Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
And where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun
Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And I headed straight..into the shining sun
Well, writing after a long time, and hope it added sense to at least a few... Great day... good relevations... Sayonara!
As I waded through the windy, drizzling wet streets reflecting the orange halogens on the way, I got lost into my own inner thoughts. A reflection of my own self as if it were born that instant... a sense of freshness that cannot be explained and only be experienced! As I reached the beach, it was wet, dark, lit only by the halogens and the moonlight. The whispers of the sea could distinctly be heard as there was hardly any noise after the pour. I took my head phones, connected it to my w810i and had Coming back to life on a continuous play list. I started moving through the wet dark sands, awaiting to reach the shore... As I dragged my feet along the sands of time, a long story untold and unheard of my own life flashed against the horizon... I turned back to see the perfectly lit cityscape leaving behind me...
I continued to move ahead into the darkness of the sea... with only the moon lighting the highlights and the reflections. As i went ahead, my iris dilated and i could see the waves clearly... a pure white formation that appeared and disappeared on its own! A phenomenon that formed in the middle of the sea and diluted as it reached the shore... The horizon had merged with the sea and it was but difficult to draw the line that differentiated the sky from the sea... We all come across such enigmatic portions of our life, where we think we know the outcome of a situation but get entangled into a vicious illusion. A situation where our decision plays a feeble part, and our life looks at us cynically and laughs at our helplessness! We keep clinging on to such illusions and still believe that our 'illusion' is real! That's the irony of it. The gravity of reality is lost in our illusion and thus we keep flying in a dream... a dream untold and foregone. What we get to see is only a faint picture of the reality which keeps appearing and disappearing like the 'milk' formation in the waves... Pondering on the same, I lay there on the shore unattended and uncontrolled, listening to Pink Floyd's.
We all come across such illusions at every stage of our life. But rather to our dismay, this illusion completes us and when we try coming out of this illusion, we are completely lost. And we long for another illusion that could complete us, and eventually get into the vicious cycle of illusions.
The reality in fearing reality is the reality itself!
A heightened sense of things chilled through my bones and I could only succumb to it. I lay there closing my mind to reality and watched reality appear and disappear in front of me... The moon lit sky resisted me from leaving that paradise. A paradise created with nature and my own thoughts... a tale bygone the next day... A clarity of thoughts set in and eventually found out the enigma behind life. Though humorous, my clarifications concluded that the cause behind the enigma is none but us! We are the only creatures in this whole living planet that cannot live life simple and yet complicate it! Hidden faces, masked emotions, non acceptance to truth and failures, what more complications can anyone ask for?
As for Pink Floyd, I came back to life with that experience and met my friend; went for a long walk with her.. still prevailing on the illusion of life!
Here goes the lyrics of the song:
Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
And where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun
Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And I headed straight..into the shining sun
Well, writing after a long time, and hope it added sense to at least a few... Great day... good relevations... Sayonara!
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